Thursday, October 30, 2008 ♥
ORAL PRESENTATION... OP OP OP OP OP OP.. OP rehearsals 3 days straight plus tomorrow still have 1 more to go.. aHHhhHHHhhhHHh.. OP MADNESS!! :xthought that chinese would be easy.. but wasnt so. :( haix.. hope it is okay.. pray hard.. dont wanna retake chinese again :x
listened to the sweet sound @ 11:04 PM
Tuesday, October 28, 2008 ♥
so long never blog already.. so many things to write about. hate a day like this.. very pain ar. luckily during presentation still not pain yet. until the giving of comments then start to hurt. dying lah.. nose running also.. horrible. keep ahh choo ahh choo. nose gonna drop soon. hahas =x thought of going home after PW, but cant bear to skip GP consultation. 忍all the way home. sleep wake up then okay already. but then it came back during the evening :( 痛死了啦..bring me back to reality.. i still have one more chance.. will i make it or not. haix.. very scared. all the what ifs forming in my head. have to make good use of this chance and make it. 我可以的!! 要相信自己能够做到...but if i am really that confident.. hah.. =S
listened to the sweet sound @ 8:46 PM
Sunday, October 12, 2008 ♥
went to bishan library today to do pw, and i was late =X paiseh, sorry.. and we got chased out of the library by an aunty.. she a bit demanding lah. nevermind her, then we went to coffee bean instead but it started to drizzle and the shelter was not long enough so we went to macs. yeah! finally done with the powerpoint. but then it is just an outline. too wordy already, haven edit yet. and we have not done the script yet too..
oh! and thanks for helping me take that.. ^.^ and i just had a feeling about that and it really happened, i also dont know how i know.. but anways i will remember 12/10/08 x) over the moon hahas.. fun fun :] *jab jab* and there goes *diong diong* xP correct spot! bingo!! hahas.. oops =x
listened to the sweet sound @ 7:09 PM
Saturday, October 11, 2008 ♥
seem to have quite a lucky streak today huh hahas.. fun fun fun in the afternoon.. then night comes and mood changes.. damn, i dont know what ate into me. feeling like this again.. seem to be getting more and more often. hmmm.. am i bluffing myself? have been asking myself the same question over and over again. sometimes fine and then not.. i dunno.. maybe i am bluffing myself? shouldnt have make that move in the 1st place.. argh! now this.. crap.. wait and see? how much longer?? can i afford to?? 有时好想这样就算了，放弃.. 有时真的觉得好累, 好累..
listened to the sweet sound @ 11:49 PM
Friday, October 10, 2008 ♥
got to know of some disgusting things today.. i cant believe it.. freak us out lah. that is dumb dumb dumb!! nv thought of telling....... but someone asked me to.. so ya... expected results lah.. but dunno why i am feeling this way again.. seems to be always happening. dumb me dumb me.. dont expect something that you know wont happen, it only makes u feel down. make me feel like running again.. but then but then......................... haix.. i dunno ar. 好想就这样放弃吧，就到此为止......... 但我放得下吗？feel very useless lah..........this morning.......... haix, dont want to think about it.. i said i dont want alr.. kind of made a fool out of myself. oh well, that is kind of typical of me....... cant stand myself at times.... haix...
listened to the sweet sound @ 11:27 PM
Thursday, October 09, 2008 ♥
morning was ruined by this kind of news..actually it was kind of expected already.. just from the way i did those paper, my goodness. horrendous! so now what? consider what i want. so stay, repeat or leave? i dunno.. seriously.. in the 1st place, i dont even know if i can even make it.. but it seems unlikely so. nw depending on 3 H1s, which i dont think would even help much at all or wouldnt even help at all.. econs is a confirm cmi de.. gp do wrongly so i think also die n chinese.. dont know if it will even help a not.. haix.. so how to help.. no use lor.
listened to the sweet sound @ 9:52 PM
Sunday, October 05, 2008 ♥
haix.. making ppl upset again? seems to be my speciality.. sorry sorry.. maybe i am juz troublesome? juz feel lyk running, running away from all the troubles and worries.. =( went out for a walk to forget those stuffs, helped a little.. much better now.argh! all those... promo results, that.. all.. so frustrating!! dont dare to think about it now.. just hope i clear that's all.. that's all..hmm.. been searching for ideas this few days for making cards, got a few ides already but haven really drawn anything yet, expcept one, just completed colouring it today. better get down to doing one or else there is insufficient time.. but aiya.. got hooked on watching ouran high school host club.. haix. honey - senpai is so kawaii!! hahas.. xDargh!! forehead is peeling!! x(
listened to the sweet sound @ 7:50 PM
