mOi wOrLd

saddness

2009-03-21T12:25:00.004+08:00

you will never know the pain if you never go through it berfore. once was enough i dont want it to happen again.. i dont want to have that feeling again.. the uncertainty of making it.. i dont want to face failure again.. i am afraid of it..

guitar competition & concert ^.^

2009-03-15T14:24:00.007+08:00

YEAH!! we did it! we did it! xD finally our months of preparation have paid off xD we thought srge would come in last cos the other schools were so good.. the results was called out in ascending order so when we heard acjc being called out 1st we were shocked cos we didnt expect to do better than them. super happy lah!! xD at least we are 3rd (: there is also an award for the best student conductor.. zhen yong and the student conductor of acjc both got a tie, but in the end the award went to acjc but nevermind we all noe that zhen yong is the best conductor (: the concert at nite was quite a success too (: our seniors n juniors came to support us (: the audience laughed when we performed trish tratch polka cos of our conductor's conducting hahas.. it was fun (: but then trish tratch polka was a lil messed up, journey to spain was nice (: looking forward to SYF and our concert in may (:

Common test over!!

2009-03-11T14:19:00.000+08:00

Yeah!! common test is finally over =D but i tink i will do v badly for it ): must jiayous le!! gambette!

2009-01-22T21:23:00.002+08:00

i am tired.. why does it always have to be like that? i give up lah.. suan le.. heck care..
因为总是那么的痛...又何必呢? 我说过了，我不会再问...了。

friday's guitar practice! ^.^

2008-12-20T09:33:00.002+08:00

yesterday went back to sch again for guitar practice ^.^ had to sing 关怀方式 again.. very fun hahas.. but dunno how to harmonise.. =x den one of our instructor treated us pizzas for lunch! (: we had our lunch at his house's rooftop garden! den went back to sch for practice again. a lil stressed up cos i still cant play those slurs well n play in the correct tempo.. i always slow down somehow.. haix.. and those fast parts i cant catch up! and that tear drop i need more practice.. i keep forgetting the fingering, which string n which fret.. argh!

wake up early today to do the physics mcqs but who knows the website is down for maintenance.. argh! i dont have enough time to do it... and i still have lots of homework not done yet.. ):

yeah!^.^ going to watch my sis performance at vch today (: i dont know why but i like to watch this kind of performance *shrugs* hahas..

rollerblades!~

2008-12-03T22:22:00.003+08:00

*_日夜都在等.. 但什么也等不到。只是越等越失望，一天比一天跟难过。there.. but not there.. 不知道为什么这一次的打击似乎比以前更加重.. 自己也有自己的极限.. 如果受不了了就得挂上一个大句号.. *

juz yet another day

2008-12-02T21:50:00.005+08:00

1st December 2008 [Monday]
went to school with nic to view maths and physics lecture. but dont have physics lecture on difraction.. all chem lectures only. waste time lor.. after watch finish the maths lecture that we miss, me and nic went to compass point burger king to study.. take super long time to do the integration tutorial.. in the end only did 3 questions. oh ya, and we met guo jun there too. hahas.. he ask me why i didnt go to the class gathering about 1 month ago.. issit dont want to see him.. hahas.. is i not free lor.

2nd December 2008 [Tuesday]
went to school with wan jing today to clean the guitars. clean the algae and polish and very tired and hungry =x but feel very satisfied seeing the frets shine after cleaning it. (:

*_if i didnt say that, then nothing of this sort would have happen.. and today would be a normal happy day.. but anyways i was joking, since it is already like this then so be it.. it is like always i say something wrong then...... will hold back... like a tortise who keeps its head in its shell when it got frightened. super unhappy today..but have to keng all the way home.. finally i cried it all out.. feeling much more better now. my mum and sis.. i dun wan to talk about it.. haix.. *

MY BIRTHDAY!!

2008-11-25T23:13:00.006+08:00

24th November 2008

Thanks for the birthday wishes! [mf, wan jing, nic, bex, yan xin, lisha.. i hope i didnt leave out any names =x ] (: love ya lots.. ^.^ and thanks for the pressies too! wanted to upload the pics of the pressies but i haven took photo of them yet =x went to ajisen ramen to eat.. very nice ^.^ have been wanting to eat there i think since the time we were studying for mye =x finally got to eat it hahas (: the noodle came with a choice of your own side dish. so i order crab cream croquette then i say very nice.. then my sis replied ya.. very nice.. you like to eat crockroach! -.- grr!! i dont!! hrmph! hahas..

Got to know that i got promoted x] super happy! Just heard the person say congratulations you have cleared your re-exam then i jump in my sit already still give my mum and sis a twist sign hahas.. cannot help it ar. They make us so nervous, say they will let us know our results by afternoon then wait and wait still nothing, thought it was sms then the person call at 3 plus so scary.. saw the caller id is unknown number then very nervous.. and my mum and sis keep staring at me throughout the whole phone call. So can say it is double happiness bah ^.^

25th November 2008
Got our class allocation today.. got into 2S05. CT is Ms Esther Cheng. Drop by one class, then majority of the people took the re-exam.. sian.. i keep complaining to my mum about not liking the class and she say that i can get promoted good enough already, still want what more. hahas.. One minus point is that our class only have 7 girls out of 18 people.. which means 11 guys. sian.. i wan more girls! So i guess the only plus point of being in 2S05 is that i have nicole! x] There are 3 NV people in this class.. jessica, lewis n me. (: same class as lewis again.. hahas.. How i hope all of us can just get into 2S04 together..

And Ms Au is so nice.. she remembered all of our birthdays and gave us a small handwritten note and a lollipop. Just recieved one from her today (: Went to view gp lecture and maths lecture today.. fast forward quite a bit cos some of it Ms Toh went through with us personally already. Haven finish the maths lecture yet. Still have to go back on 1st dec again to continue viewing all the lectures that we missed. Hope we can finish viewing them on that day. After that went to kovan to bring nic to buy straws.. told her got bucket with straws already but she still cant find it cos she searched the other side cos she saw another side all selling clothes so never see the handicraft shop.. aiyo.. if not then today no need go kovan liao hahas.. but then we go walk walk a bit.. wj and me very lame go talk in baby voice for baby pooh and baby minnie hahas.. =x very funny.. very long never do that already. hahas.. nic say no wonder we are such good frens cos both of us crazy de. xP

2008-11-08T17:22:00.002+08:00

小酒窝
by 林俊杰，阿Sa (TWINS)

我还在寻找一个依靠
和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷替我烦恼
为我生气为我闹

幸福开始有预兆
缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
无聊变得有话聊有变化了

小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好

小酒窝长睫毛迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老

saturday..

2008-11-08T16:55:00.003+08:00

it is times like this that always repeat itself over and over again.. how many times have this happened? i dont know.. countless??

went back to school for maths consultation today.. very fast, about half an hour done with the whole paper. yeah! ^.^ suppose to meet nic at 8.30 am to go school together.. but then when i reached the bus stop, no sign of nic.. then found out that she say she sms me to change timing to meet me at 9am instead. but i didnt recieve her sms because she send the sms to mr lau! >.< and the sms starts with owl.. blah blah blah.. hahas..

ORAL PRESENTATION!!

2008-11-05T21:41:00.002+08:00

YEAH ORAL PRESENTATION IS OVER!! *phew* finally can relax already.. but i think i screwed up the question and answer section. ): PW down.. now re-exam!! next hurdle..

OP!!~

2008-11-05T00:35:00.002+08:00

有时，我真的不了解..

ARGH!! ORAL PRESENTATION.. scared of the question and answer section. How on earth am i going to prepare myself for that? They could actually ask any questions under the sun and we have to think on our feet.. I hope it goes well.. help!! ~

sssSUNDAY!

2008-11-02T22:55:00.002+08:00

不要渴望什么。因为最后只会让自己伤心难过。

thursday!!

2008-10-30T23:04:00.003+08:00

ORAL PRESENTATION... OP OP OP OP OP OP.. OP rehearsals 3 days straight plus tomorrow still have 1 more to go.. aHHhhHHHhhhHHh.. OP MADNESS!! :x

thought that chinese would be easy.. but wasnt so. :( haix.. hope it is okay.. pray hard.. dont wanna retake chinese again :x

cramps =x

2008-10-28T20:46:00.003+08:00

so long never blog already.. so many things to write about. hate a day like this.. very pain ar. luckily during presentation still not pain yet. until the giving of comments then start to hurt. dying lah.. nose running also.. horrible. keep ahh choo ahh choo. nose gonna drop soon. hahas =x thought of going home after PW, but cant bear to skip GP consultation. 忍all the way home. sleep wake up then okay already. but then it came back during the evening :( 痛死了啦..

bring me back to reality.. i still have one more chance.. will i make it or not. haix.. very scared. all the what ifs forming in my head. have to make good use of this chance and make it. 我可以的!! 要相信自己能够做到...but if i am really that confident.. hah.. =S

yeah!! happy sunday! xP

2008-10-12T19:09:00.005+08:00

went to bishan library today to do pw, and i was late =X paiseh, sorry.. and we got chased out of the library by an aunty.. she a bit demanding lah. nevermind her, then we went to coffee bean instead but it started to drizzle and the shelter was not long enough so we went to macs. yeah! finally done with the powerpoint. but then it is just an outline. too wordy already, haven edit yet. and we have not done the script yet too..

oh! and thanks for helping me take that.. ^.^ and i just had a feeling about that and it really happened, i also dont know how i know.. but anways i will remember 12/10/08 x) over the moon hahas.. fun fun :] *jab jab* and there goes *diong diong* xP correct spot! bingo!! hahas.. oops =x

lucky saturday?? haha

2008-10-11T23:49:00.005+08:00

seem to have quite a lucky streak today huh hahas.. fun fun fun in the afternoon.. then night comes and mood changes.. damn, i dont know what ate into me. feeling like this again.. seem to be getting more and more often. hmmm.. am i bluffing myself? have been asking myself the same question over and over again. sometimes fine and then not.. i dunno.. maybe i am bluffing myself? shouldnt have make that move in the 1st place.. argh! now this.. crap.. wait and see? how much longer?? can i afford to?? 有时好想这样就算了，放弃.. 有时真的觉得好累, 好累..

stupid friday

2008-10-10T23:27:00.005+08:00

got to know of some disgusting things today.. i cant believe it.. freak us out lah. that is dumb dumb dumb!! nv thought of telling....... but someone asked me to.. so ya... expected results lah.. but dunno why i am feeling this way again.. seems to be always happening. dumb me dumb me.. dont expect something that you know wont happen, it only makes u feel down. make me feel like running again.. but then but then......................... haix.. i dunno ar. 好想就这样放弃吧，就到此为止......... 但我放得下吗？

feel very useless lah..........this morning.......... haix, dont want to think about it.. i said i dont want alr.. kind of made a fool out of myself. oh well, that is kind of typical of me....... cant stand myself at times.... haix...

fateful thursay..

2008-10-09T21:52:00.002+08:00

morning was ruined by this kind of news..actually it was kind of expected already.. just from the way i did those paper, my goodness. horrendous! so now what? consider what i want. so stay, repeat or leave? i dunno.. seriously.. in the 1st place, i dont even know if i can even make it.. but it seems unlikely so. nw depending on 3 H1s, which i dont think would even help much at all or wouldnt even help at all.. econs is a confirm cmi de.. gp do wrongly so i think also die n chinese.. dont know if it will even help a not.. haix.. so how to help.. no use lor.

sad sunday??

2008-10-05T19:50:00.003+08:00

haix.. making ppl upset again? seems to be my speciality.. sorry sorry.. maybe i am juz troublesome? juz feel lyk running, running away from all the troubles and worries.. =( went out for a walk to forget those stuffs, helped a little.. much better now.
argh! all those... promo results, that.. all.. so frustrating!! dont dare to think about it now.. just hope i clear that's all.. that's all..

hmm.. been searching for ideas this few days for making cards, got a few ides already but haven really drawn anything yet, expcept one, just completed colouring it today. better get down to doing one or else there is insufficient time.. but aiya.. got hooked on watching ouran high school host club.. haix. honey - senpai is so kawaii!! hahas.. xD
argh!! forehead is peeling!! x(

sunday!!~ 1st..

2008-08-31T20:38:00.003+08:00

woke up late as usual and my breakfast becomes my lunch again.. so tired and sleepy... went down to the coffee shop near my house to eat breakfast and i met ms chen there hahas! so qiao..

study at cp today.. late ar.. tot i would c amanda there but no.. :( though the time is kind of short and we were late again.. but it is well spent.. hahas :) maths ar maths.. was suppose to be easy. but what happen now? so lost.. :'(

27 =]

friday!! teacher's day!!

2008-08-29T23:53:00.020+08:00

today is teacher's day!! went back with wan jing to NV after the concert at SR.. lucky we were early, the concert have not started juz went in time to see the teachers making their way up the second floor to the hall. saw Mr Aw, Mr Rashidin, Mr Ng, Ms Chang, Ms Chen, Mrs Edison Mr Eswaran,Mr Chan and Mrs Singh.

Met so many people there.. saw cheryl, vanessa, jia wen and many others too. 4E2 unites again!! :) piggiheadx family reunites too!! :) consisting of cheryl, li zhen, vanessa, chui laam and me. There should be 6 members but 1 left the group. li zhen said i have changed alot. but i dont tink so. i am still the same.. hahas. it is her that have changed a lot. she rebonded her hair!

After the concert ended, wan jing, cherine, me, janice, priscilla, jia min, chui laam, si hua, hui chin, juvenal, xiao xian, cherlyn, loo yee, juliana, joan, daphne, yeo mei, guan hua, wei jie, lewis, lip young, daryl, jun hao, yong liang, cheng kai and dudley, the 26 of us went to compass point to eat lunch. alvin, alan, shi hui, bi fang and li zhen did not join us for lunch because they had something on. at first we wanted to eat at KFC but then since there is so many of us, there is not enough space for the all of us. Some suggested of going to Vivo City. But in the end we decided to da bao our food and go to the 2nd level the LRT there to eat.

Amanda was supposed to meet us but when she called me and ask where are all of us and that she have reached compass point, i was walking home and some of the people have also left already. haix.. we all missed each other. if i had stayed longer then we could have met up already.. so long nv c her already.. the last time i saw her was during the june hols. miss her lots..

and now the photos..

Ms Chen [physics teacher] and me!! :) actually she did not want to take the pic because she say she did not put make up not nice. but i insisted so she gave in.. hahas.

Mrs Singh [literature teacher/ english HOD] and me!! she hugged me and wan jing! :) misses literature lots!!

Ms Chang [chemistry teacher] and me!! :) we call her chang e jie jie. hahas..

wan jing and me!!:)

li zhen and me!! :) very long nv c her alr.. more than 7 months..

vanessa, chui laam, li zhen, cheryl and me!! :) presenting the piggiheadz family hahas.. 猪头党.. we unite again!! hahas..

misses 4E2' 07 lots!! all the fun times that we spent together mugging for O'lvls, playing.. and the bonds that we share.. :)

sunday blues..

2008-08-17T13:44:00.003+08:00

thinking back on what wj and we were talking about on friday, i realise i am better now than i have ever been before.. happier now? ..now that i am here. at least i dont get ps anymore like i always have been in the past. it's time, it's time to move on.. and not dwel on it anymore. i thought i did but maybe there is still a little left. i never blamed anyone for it. we are not that close anymore but at least we are still friends. all of us have different priorities.. and maybe i am the one which is the least. *shrugs* but nevermind it doesnt matter anymore.

gift of love home!!~

2008-08-15T21:00:00.005+08:00

just came back from guitar cip... went to gift of love home today to perform for them.. however out of the 19 people who went, only 10 got to play while the rest went around to chat with the elderly. our performance was kind of horrible.. there was no coordination and i tink i played a few wrong notes.. and we were kind of too soft too.. i dont think they even know what we are playing.. feels kind of embarassing. however the CCC people said that they think that we have done a good job since for most of us, this is the first time coming to an old folk's home to help out and entertain them. after our performance we went around to chat with the elderlys for a while before serving them their dinner at 5pm.. their dinner time is so early.. after that they went to sleep while we busy ourselves with washing of the plates and utensils, sweeping and moping the floor.. and then we are done for the day.

after the cip, 9 of us, wan jing, yan xin, shi hui, lulu, bernice, jack, kelvin, zhen yong and me, went out for dinner together.. at first we wanted to go to AMK but changed our mind and went to bugis instead.. the bus ride home was super long.. 1 over hour.. very long never have such long chats with wan jing already.. so happy today we got to talk about a lot of stuffs and she showed me one of the poem that she learned, called The Yellow Line.. i agree with her, the poem is very nice and meaningful.. so long never get to appreciate poem already.. MISSES LITERATURE LOTS!!

Thanks Giving Concert!!!~

2008-08-09T13:55:00.004+08:00

Yesterday's date was 8/08/08 hahas.. and our school had a thanksgiving concert to mark the end of all charity events. Had a whole lot of fun!! the concert was fabulous!! =] everyone super high!! it caught me too.. and i was doing something that you wont see me doing often.. hahahas.. they played the song if we hold on together.. made me think back to the fun times we had last year during adam khoo's course, the 'I am Gifted So are You' programme.. where everything was jam-packed into 3 days.. the last day all parents were to come down for the prarent's session. everyone was crying with arms around each other as we sing this song. it was a very emotional night.. i really miss those days..

the concert ended at 8 plus and i went straight home to have my dinner and i fell asleep right after that.. =X too tired already cos went to sch at 7.45am to do gp and for chem consultation and waited there for the maths test that was supposed to be at 3.30pm.. but then yx and lisha managed to get mr lau to postpone it to next tuesday! yeah! hahas..=]

suppose to meet nic, shihui, lulu and eileen online at 7am today to do GP but i was late. opps =X overslept.. sry.. was half awake while doing the gp.. nw veri sleepy.. very tempted to go back to sleep.. but i am afraid that i will sleep for few hours, so dare not go sleep.

still have lots of things that are yet to be done.. was suppose to be a holiday due to national day. but how nice of them to put e - learning day during these 4 days of holidays.. =( holidays always means more work load only.. this is not counted as a holiday!!

加油吧！！~ gambette!! xD

surprise??

2008-08-08T00:06:00.003+08:00

surprise?? i wonder what can it be.. i hope it is not bad. they say it is not bad.. but it feels bad to me. hahas.. very very very interesting?? what could it be?? i guess i will get to know it soon.. maybe tomorrow?

WILL RUN!!

2008-08-03T00:26:00.011+08:00

woke up super early at 4.30am juz to eat breakfast den went back to sleep till 5.40am.. nic's dad fetch wj and me to sch.. thanks! =] veri pai seh leh.. everytime nic's dad fetch me home.. WILL run today!! ran plus walk 13km.. cannot take it already. both foot got blisters, my ankle and leg hurts, cannot continue running. i think tomorrow sure severe muscle ache liao..

very scared of Clarence now!! See him must run away already!! ilu.. iwu… iwthu.. and m.. oh my goodness!! *shudders* seriously all my mao zhan lah.. dunno who go tell him my name lah.. must go find out. that person wan dan liao.. hahas.. hope he will change target. yucks lah!! Leave me alone.. I want my peace.. =(

after run finish already super high.. keep cheering for all the people we know.. after the event ended went to have lunch with nic, elaine, yx, bex, lisha, lulu and eileen at hougang mall KFC. =] hope we can do this more often.. then after that we went home. went home to sleep before going out to collect my specs.. was already ready on wednesday, but didn’t have the time to go down..

me and my sis specs.. its the same again.. hahas..

maybe i shld write a litte about thursday .. hahas.. yah.. it is going to be quite long...

thursday is my zombie day.. super tired.. i am always like that on thursday. i dont know why. feels like i am sleep walking in school.. my eyes are barely open and i nearly fell of the stairs.. =( doze off during lectures.. struggling to stay awake.. feels so horible. luckily there was no physics extra lesson or i might have juz slept thru it.. haix.. went to eat moccha chip to keep me awake.. and went home to sleep for awhile before rushing for piano lesson.. hate thursdays!! =[

sunday.. tution!!

2008-07-27T20:13:00.006+08:00

juz realised that i blogged so much yesterday.. almost like one week's happening crammed into 1 post..

everything is fine now.. was awoken by my mum's voice at 9am. she say hurry wake up, dad fetching us to go make ur specs.. so spent half of the day out..
took a long time debating whether which specs suits me better.. at first there was this specs that have 2 colour tone.. pink and purplish at the font, then the side is orange.. i wanted that, then there is another one exactly the same but the front is green with dark red.. i tried both then my mum say the 1st pair make me look more mature because it is longer than the second 1 =( then cannot chose that.. but then i dont like the second pair.. the green and the red doesnt seem to match. the first pair very nice lor.. in front metal then the sides is plastic.. but then the frame very expensive.. =( saw the same type of specs that my sis bought last year.. but different colour.. got white!! =] so in the end bought that..and it is cheaper!! way lot cheaper.. =) but then my dad came and say the other one is nicer.. say what white colour very fast dirty, hard to maintain. but i dont care xP still buy the white one.. =] my mum say white nicer.. =] the uncle say u wear this kind of specs change your whole image.. -_-

long long saturday..

2008-07-26T22:05:00.005+08:00

so many things happened.. but there is no time for me to blog about it. had physics spa on thursday, i hope i did everything correctly, it should be fine i guess. was told that our pw proposal got kind of rejected, so yj and me kinda wasted our time doing it on wednesay. but nevermind, we did another proposal yesterday and consulted Mr Nahar and he approved it!! yeah!~ everything should be going fine.. but there are still many things to be done. we havent done the FGD yet and we are suppose to do a powerpoint slide on chapter 1 and 2 of our WR. all not done yet.. and my EOM.. 1st draft, cannot use that article so got rejected =( found a new article and got approval already, but i have not start working on it yet. think i will do it tomorrow.

after guitar practice, we had guitar farewell party part 2 for our senoirs yesterday, just watch video, give out the certificates and the farewell gift that wj and me made for them.. oh ya!! and we played old swansea town for them too. was actually siting at the last row during practice.. around 5.45pm the seniors started streaming in and sat behind us.. then when we performed for them we have to turn to face them and we became in front!! dont want to sit in front de lor.. so scary..

these was what we made on behalf of the whole SRGE, hope they like it.. :D

yesterday they fog the school, super smelly and foggy.. nearly died walking through it.. yesterday a bit crazy.. high after cca then started doing things that i never done before.. hahas.. wj say 1st time seeing you do that leh.. hahas.. then later still sing out the tune to old swansea town.. i think.. heard it lor.. malu lah.. actually wj and me were accompanying yx to wait for elaine.. but then later wj say her mother never cook then go out to eat with yx and elaine.. =( so i left 1st.. alone..

wanted to go and make a new specs today.. but in the end never.. =( haiz.. last year she say after i go JC then buy a pair of specs for me as spare one. becos my sis bought a new one last year for spare.. then i dont have. but then dont know what happen lah.. then my mum got angry and shouted at me lah.. say what my fault.. blah blah blah.. make her lost her mood then say what do a little bit of work then keep on sleeping.. she woke me up so early in the morning ma.. i cannot help it what.. i am that kind that need at least 9 hours of sleep.. the best is 10. then woke me up at 8am ask me meet them downstairs to eat breakfast.. ZZzzz still very sleepy lah. she said before that wake up early can do more work. then if tired can go sleep in the afternoon, and that is precisely what i did. i seriously dont know what i am suppose to do.. firstly she said i can do that. then when i did what she told i got scolded instead.. =( haix.. then later scold me what keep on changing specs, waste of money.. is they say want to make a new pair for me de what, since last year. then this year they brought it up again ma.. so i suggested to go do today lor cos they say tell them went i can go then get it over and done with. then when evening wanted to go my mum like very reluctant then keep scolding and scolding.. then i said okay lah. dont go then.. then she ying ying chase us go after saying all that.. but since you already say until like that then why go.. so i said suan le, nevermind, just dont go okay.. this is not the 1st tym already lah.. it is always my fault.. haix.. what must i do in order not to make her angry??

always avoiding her after these things happen.. i dont know.. seriously dont know..
明天会更好!! is it true?? i hope so..

there is still lots of thing to do tomorrow.. 2 and a half hours of tution.. have to survive throught that, trying not to get lost and then rush home to complete my homework.. and then when the night is over.. it is the start of a new week, going through that hectic schedule once again..

我会熬过去的!!

wednesday, SRGE!!~

2008-07-16T19:59:00.004+08:00

yesterday didnt have the time to practice the exam piece, 'When The Boat Comes In', was so afraid that i would do badly at it. sight readed it on the bus and during lunch but it felt like it was not enough. however i PASSED!!~ hahas.. was i afraid i would get scolded by our instructor for playing badly.. the rhythm of the 1st few bars was a little out. ask me to clap out the beats for bar 9 onwards before playing. was so nervous that i keep playing one of the note wrongly.. but the rest was okay. he said i nearly got it al right. heng ar.. super scary lor.. 2 of our instructors assess us then there is another teacher sitting there to hear us play too. was tested individually .. two goes in, one play the other wait and the rest waited outside..

there are so many things that are still left undone.. haix.. got to chiong!! hope i wont fall asleep halfway..

sunday!!

2008-07-13T14:09:00.004+08:00

went to kovan macs yesterday to do pw.. yj overslept! waited for her for more than half an hour.. nvm.. at last got some idea for the proposal.. =] saw ex-vistarian working there, he asked us to leave the place because they are having a party there.. then later i heard him tell another group of girls that.. and they shouted handsome.. hahas.. very funny, told yj about it, she say because his name tag is handsome.. hahas. later we heard the girls say he very shuai want to take photo with him and put on blog... super funny, we laugh until very loud.. hahas..

i still think that it is over leh.. 很乱 lah.. still got so much work to do.. it is killing me.. i hope i can.. but i scared i wont be able to.. thanks wk.. 我会加油的!! =]

Friday!!

2008-07-11T23:27:00.004+08:00

Physics test today was quite okay… able to do.. hope it is correct though. Last question forgot the formula for the power.. anyhow do, confirm wrong de. 好气自己!! I know how to do de lor. It is just I forgotten the formula lah.. 气死人了!! Hope I will be able to pass the test.

Had cca today.. section 2 very pathetic, only 5 people turn up. Heard that during sectionals our instructor asked section 3’s SLs to play the guitar exam pieces individually. Those who were unable to do so were scolded by him. SCARY!! played 2 new pieces, 关怀方式 and jingle bells very fun. But the 关怀方式 for guitar 2 sounds very weird, sometimes have melody sometimes don’t have, when we played together, I was lost in the middle of the song then found where they were playing until then join back in.. lousy lah me. Had a five minutes break, and jack and kelvin started gaying around and dancing together.. super funny, entertaining wj, yx and me.. hahas.. both of them very gay mah so call kelvin girl lor den he hit me!! retaliate hahas!! then later hit yx oso.. want to hit my head somemore.. -_- then yx say she taller than you lah.. hahas.. pushed his hands away but later still got hit.. -_- excos had meeting with our instructor, he says that we are not bonded yet, all split into their individual groups.. need a longer camp or think of something that will make us bond together. haiz.. very not bonded. People come and go as they please too..

Went to compass point to have dinner with my mum and sis.. met nic there!.. hahas so qiao. When we went home I met nic again at the bus stop! She say my sis and I look alike.. everyone also say that..

friday!!~ SRGE <3

2008-07-04T21:48:00.004+08:00

yeah! today is the best day i had in this week.. school starts late [but sadly only for this week], SRGE improving, chinese results, three lesson only for today.. :D even though school start at 8.20am today, i still went to school early with nicole to do homework, yesterday was too tired, fell asleep while doing econs. such a long time since my dad fetch me to school.. had too much things to carry, newspapers and guitar so my dad fetch me and nicole to school. luckily, if not i wonder how i am suppose to transport all my things to school. thanks!! =]

my chinese results is the best of all.. =] expected i guess, since the rest confirm die.. bt i still think i could get better than that.. heng ar.. luckily better than none.. still left econs n gp.. juz hope i can pass gp and that i can get at least an S for econs.. all the results very bad. sure parents kena call down de lah.. haiz.. gotta work harder, try my best.. i want to get promoted!! very scared of promos.. haiz.. gambette bah!! aza aza fighting! :D

SRGE is improving!! very happy to see that.. today is the best ever.. playing quite together already.. just have to practise more. mr eng complimented section 2. xD first time!! good that shows that our section is improving.. however there is more room for improvement. 我们一起加油吧! our section is finally playing louder.. can be heard already! everytime mr eng ask for only our section to play, we play very softly, i dont play then they dont, play halfway suddenly all never play left me.. that was the past! now it is not quite like that anymore.. proved to them that our section is not equals to nothing.. just that maybe our section needs more time than the rest of the sections. today is the best ensemble practice i guess.. we are finally playing together and it is quite neat already. just some tidying up and the dynamics that's all. i actually find it fun today.. because i didnt get lost halfway through the song like i did during the first time.. dont know when to come in. guitar exam in september.. have to prepare, have not started yet.. have to pass it.. if not it would be hard to get to play in SYF. i dont want to be backstage crew ar!!

class outing n wii time!!~

2008-06-27T21:06:00.003+08:00

yeah!! exams are finally over.. =] had the last paper yesterday.. went out with the class to vivo to watch the movie Get Smart as a mini celebration for the end of exams and also a time for us to bond together. however our class is still unbonded.. hope to see that our class will get bonded. wanted to catch the 1.30pm movie but only 5 people reached at that time.. still have to wait for 8 more people.. so have to watch the 4pm one.. at first thought that maybe i should just go home.. but then bexx go ask the class to persuade me to watch.. scare me, so i faster agree.. hahas.. while waiting for the movie to start.. we went to grab our lunch first.. we went to carls jr to eat.. but me n nic never eat because we ate already. after that we went to toy"r"us.. cherlene and valerie keep chasing chee ming around, armed with toy hammers.. hahas.. super funny.

after the movie ran with nic to the mrt station cos i was going to be late. in the end still late for piano lesson.. my mum super angry.. dont allow me to go out on thursdays.. well.. dont have class outing on thursdays can liao.. ahahs..

went to nic's house to play WII today.. had lots of fun. then later change to singing karaoke.. yx n nic keep pushing the mike to me lah.. i dont want mike lor. place it in front of my mouth... so i just mouth the song lor.. haahas. then ask me sing louder if i dont want the mike. okay lor.. i sing.. can hear bah. hahas. but sounds more like i croaking.. >.< because my throat too dry.. opps.

piano results!!~

2008-06-09T00:59:00.003+08:00

super happy!! =] finally the long awaited results have arrived! after 3 long months of waiting.. hahas.. passed with distinction!! yeah~!! can go on to grade 6 liao xD but then if i got 9 more marks then can full marks liao.. every time cant get full marks one.. =( hahas.. but nevermind, got distinction contented enough.. hahas..

saturday's JC2s farewell party.. only about 9 JC1s attended, excluding the exco members.. very pathetic.. couldnt carry out the games as planned.. at first thought can let the Jc1s compete against the JC2s.. but in the end, we combined them together and group them into 3 groups. moreover it was rainning, cant play some of the games.. but luckily overall counted as successful.. seems like they enjoyed the fear factor game.. seeing their facial expressions as they touch the things inside the box really very funny.. hahas.. sorry. abit sadistic.. but then really very funny, especially dickson, su yin and jerry.. hahas.. only nelson have no expression.. not fun.. but then later all the games stopped because they started bombing each other with water bombs, even taking the hose from the guys toilet to spray around.. luckily i escaped.. took refuge by standing near the bags n camera so they cant splash me with water.. hahas..

wan jing's quiz!!~

2008-06-07T01:30:00.005+08:00

here is the quiz that wan jing asked me to do..
1. When will the Sun not shine and when will the World end?
hmm.. nice question.. how do you expect me to answer? the sun will not shine when it brightness is gone?? LOL.. when everything becomes cashless?? i dont know.. that is what they always say..

2. What you want the most now?
- motivation
- determination...
- i dont know wad else i want.. hahas..

3. Do you believe in afterlife?
Yes.. i guess so..

4.Do you hate your friends sometimes?
No.. just a little irritated at times..

5. When do you wish to die?
When my time is up..

6.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes!!

7. What impossible things u would wish to do?
Travel all around the world!! xD

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
uhhh.. maybe..

9. Have you broken someone heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
Of course not!!

10. What feeling do you love most?
Happiness =]

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
uhhh.. dont want to answer already.. just now i just wrote it in the quiz before this..

12. What feeling do you hate the most?
misery, sworrow, lonliness and lost..

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes..

14.Is there anything you're looking forward to in the next few weeks?
Yes..

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- family
- friends
- happiness

16.Who do you hope to be always there for you?
Family and friends

17. Do you find life meaningless?
No!

18. Who do you love the most?
Family and friends

19.What u love the most tt ur stead did do u?
How would i know?? i dont even have one in the 1st place.. hahas..

20. What's your greatest wish?
Have all my wishes come true!! =]

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have a blessing from all.
I wanna tag:
- jaslyn
- nic
- bambu
- lulu
- rebecca
- eileen
- monkeydluffy
- elizabeth

nic's quiz!!~

2008-06-06T22:55:00.003+08:00

finally do finish gp essay le!! phew!! 松了一口气.. hahas.. okays.. now do the quiz that was tagged by nicole.. here is the quiz..

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other poeple.

If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
I dont know.. probably forget him..

If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Everyone to be happy =]

What will your dream wedding to be like?
uhhh.. i dont know!! i never thought of it before..

Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
I dont think so..

What's your ideal lover like?
- sweet
- caring
- thoughtful
- same age as me or older (max. 2 yrs older)
- taller than me
- not a smoker
- not a drinker
- doesnt take drugs
- overall must see got feelings a not..hahas..

Do you have a person that you wish you will be with now?
uhhh.. i dont know..

Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone

How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
I dont know.. it depends i guess..

If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
Forget the person

Is there anything that makes you unhappy these days?
Yes.. my results.. and other stuffs..

Is being tagged fun?
Yes

How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Working

Who are currently most important people to you?
Family and friends

What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
My sister!! hahas.. she is kind, helpful, caring, cheerful, friendly, hardworking and many more.. basically fun to be with!! =]

Would you rather to be single and rich or married but poor?
Married but poor. cos it is no use being rich and such a loner.. being poor but married gives you a person to share all your weal and woe together, you wont feel lonely..

What's the first thing you do every morning?
Get up from my bed..

Would you give all in a relationship?
Yes.. i guess so..

If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
uhh..none?

What type of friends do you like?
- Friends who do not ps me
- Friends who do not leave me out on anything

If given the chance to turn back time, will you?
no.. i dont want to go back to the past where all the unhappy memories are.. but maybe go back to the time when i was still a baby?? so that i wont have so much things to worry about and just lead a carefree life?? hahas.. maybe back to the time where there is not so much happenings at home..

What is the last thing you would do before you die?
Say my last few words to my family and friends..

8 ppl. to be tagged:
- jaslyn
- wan jing
- cherine
- elizabeth
- amanda
- evelyn
- jesslyn
- wee kiat

making of corks!!~

2008-06-06T14:31:00.005+08:00

finally done with making the cork!! took me more than hour.. the progress was super slow.. hehex.. finally i can get to rest my hands!! fingers aching from wraping the cardboard with aluminum foil.. hope they looks presentable.. my sis says that this is nicer than the actual corks because it is shiny.. hahas.. =]

hahas.. used the 'corks' to make the word ant..

friday~!!

2008-06-06T12:11:00.005+08:00

called wei jie, zi ling, munees and abel to see whether they are going to tmr's farewell party or not.. dont have nithin's contact no. ... haiz.. dun give me anymore problems.. it is not as if i dont have enough things on my hands already.. if you dont want to go then dont go, i cant control you.. dont always come to me and tell me the same things over and over again.. i have tried but to no avail.. i am not going to care anymore.. if this is what you want to do then go ahead.. the worst senario you can have is that you will get kicked out, that's all.. simple.. dont ever think of me being your 挡箭牌..

my hair is natural brown, i got it from you.. so why would i want to make it black?? hehex..

JC2s gifts making!!~

2008-06-05T22:26:00.015+08:00

met wj at her gate there at 2plus.. was supppose to reach there at 2pm but both of us were late.. i was late because i cant find the syringe!! cant rmb where i put it already, it has been such a long time since the last time i used it which was in sec 2. wj told me juz bring the gel, she want to try using a spoon to put the gel in if not then use a straw to suck it up. told her it wont work but she still wanna try.. she went to suck the gel up and nearly ate it.. haiz.. told her not to liao.. sure cannot de. in the end, we decided to go out to buy the syringe, gel, glass deco and cork. went to hg mall to buy the syringe and the gel, couldnt find the glass deco.. so we went to rp to buy it.. went back to her house at 4 plus.. spent so much time finding the stuffs and still cant find where sells corks, had to make do with aluminum foil [funny that now the test tubes dont come with the corks, last time they did].. did the gifts till 7pm and we onli did finish 12 of them, still have 19 more to go.. cont doing at home..

This is one of the pic of the gift.. the rest have to wait till wj send them to me...

this is the test tube that we made.. we tested it.. outcome wasnt that nice because we forgotten to put in the glitter!! hahas..

this is srge's badge!! luv it lots!! <3

waited for my mum and sis at the bus stop for 35mins.. went to rp to eat dinner and buy piano books.. seems like this branch of cristofori always dont have the books that i want to buy.. must go untill bishan or funan.. so far...

my mum keep saying that my leg very ugly.. i also know, no need her to say.. it is because of the pumps.. always have blister after wearing that, super pain, after healed still gt scar.. because the pumps not seasoned yet since i dont get to wear it often.. even though it hurts when i wear it, i still luv my black pumps!! =)

anna called me telling me that there is a huge problem, jun heng ordered 60 servings of food for saturday's farewell party, way too much since quite a few people are not going.. and there is not enough funds.. she tell me that if he can cancel the order then everything would be fine. gave me a shock!! luckily later she told me that the problem resolved already, the caterer allowed us to change the order. wahh heng ahh, crisis over!! hahas.. she also told me that some people are unhappy that they have to pay even though they are not going to the farewell party, but we didnt hear that jack say that even those who are not going have to pay.. no idea.. have to wait till he comes back from the camp to settle this problem.. sianz.. seems like we are facing lots of problem here.. hope that nothing will go wrong during the farewell party.. but we seems very unprepared..

thurs!

2008-06-05T01:34:00.005+08:00

hahas.. there is no piano lesson today because it is their school holiday! i think i am feeling much better now.. =]

i said i wont ask anymore.. but i broke my promise.. =( i shouldnt have ask.. my mistake.. now i know..
对不起，我好像又再伤害到你了..

我到底是怎么了?? 我在做什么，我自己也不知道。每天都听她们说... 难道是被她们说中了吗?

1st PW meeting outside..

2008-06-04T19:57:00.006+08:00

Woke up this morning feeling very uncomfortable.. headache and my stomach feels weird. Felt like going back to bed, but if i do so, i would be late. Forced myself to get up and eat breakfast, which later become my lunch because i had no appetite to eat. Thought that i would be late because i cant find my medicine.. but in the end i was early! hahas..

Went to bishan library to do PW.. the bus ride onli took about half an hour, i thought it would take around 45 mins.. ended up 20 mins early.. drag myself to meet them.. didnt feel up to it.. got the exact same feeling as that time during sec 4 thought i was going to faint again.. luckily i did not.. heng ar! just walk up and down the stairs then i tired out already.. feel super lousy.. Had a servere headache, no one knows because i dont show it. was freezing cold too.. i really felt like dying, feel like going home.. shook my head and my head felt super pain.. i know i comfirm have fever already. took us 4hrs to complete the gpp.. finally done!! =] saw Mr Chin there with a few Vistarians.. however he doesnt know me.. hahas.. went home and check, and true enough.. i am down with fever. ='[

i think it is because i shower too late yesterday then like that.. because yesterday we were discussing what food to cater for saturday's j2s farewell party.. so many things unprepared yet!! argh!! so frustrating.. and everytime they call for a meeting, only 4 of us turn up.. i dont know what kind of meeting is this lor.. i hope i would be well by tmr, tmr still have to go to wj's house to do the gifts for the j2s..

Sunday!!~

2008-06-01T19:46:00.005+08:00

yesterday was a super busy day, went for guitar practice in the morning.. onli a few of them turn up, n it is compulsory!! our instructor is unhappy wif the way our exco works, cos we are not efficient enough even we have a larger exco as compared to the JC2s.. he said that we are the exco so when we have problems, we not only have to discuss abt it, but also have to execute.. we r still on probation.. hope tt i have done my part well.. he is unhappy that only 3 people attended the guitar competition.. n only 9 person would be atending tpjc concert..

putting that aside, after guitar practice, yx, rebecca, wj n me went to lunch tgt at the coffeeshop juz opp our sch.. the food was terrible.. =s we promised that we are nt gonna go there and eat again.. rushed home after that to do pw den rush out to meet wj.. lol.. she made me walk such a big round to buangkok mrt station.. nvm, treat it as an excerise.. hahas.. bt den walk for so long till my leg wanna die.. the pumps are always killing my feet!! blisters..n we haven even reach the destination yet!! went to city hall mrt station to meet the others for dinner.. yx couldnt make it so we met her at vch instead.. jack super blur.. went to the wrong mrt station..hahas.. the concert is nice!! din know that their band was performing too.. n most importantly.. jm is performing!! =D the last part of the concert is the best.. the band played sway n shan hu hai!! =] was mesmerized by it.. it was fab!! love going to band concerts!! xD after the concert we cant decide on where to eat, keep on walking here walking there.. my legs are killing me.. finally went to eat mac.. keep on teasing jack on his unique taste for "girls" hahas.. went to bugis to take bus home.. got a scary encounter on the bus.. one passenger board on the bus n keep on scolding the bus driver vulgarites.. dunno for wad reason.. quite violent somemore.. he took out a stick like wan to hit the bus driver like that, still took of his hat n glasses n ask the bus driver to look at his face properly, remember him, still tell the bus driver u call police i also wait here, say his service very lousy say wad if he tmr nv get sacked he can spit on his face or sth like tt, nv hear properly.. the bus driver don't even noe wad is he scolding him for lah.. super scary.. wanted to alight the bus bt din dare to.. the bus driver called the headquarters and told them abt it.. dunno wad happen to them ltr cos we alighted at the next bus stop.. hope nth goes wrong.. waited for another bus to come.. in the end reached home slighty after 12.. super tiring..

today my parents woke me up at 9plus.. still veri sleepy lor.. still wanna sleep.. ytd i slept at 2 plus lah.. wake me up so early in the morning.. tell me that we are going to try out the eatery near buangkok station.. eyes still half open.. the food there quite nice.. got lots of shops nt open yet..

Wii!!~ =)

2008-05-29T22:57:00.003+08:00

i will nt ask anymore cos it issnt my business.. m sick n tired of all this.. wj i can relate to u.. i m feeling wad u r feeling nw.. still cant believe tt yx actually said tt to.. n i didnt even noe it until recently.. omg!
after sch wanted to go n hav lunch, was super hungry.. bt yj called me n told me not to leave cos we r havin pw consultation wif tcher.. nice.. i didnt even noe abt it, always so last min. went to have lunch after that, then we headed to nic's hse to study.. STUDY.. hahas.. go there to do econs quiz tgt. bt the main idea is to go there to play.. hahas.. can pop there alr! feel veri bad cos nic had to sacrifice her econs quiz.. n we got the ans frm her. nxt tym will take turns to sacrifice.. sry nic.. after we are done wif econs, we played! owl not pro lor.. cos i cant play the baseball, tennis n boxing lor.. lol.. played boxing wif lisha.. she veri violent.. hahas.. play until pull up sleeves n shirt become untuck. den i stand there lyk blockhead lyk tt jabbing the air wif the controls, look v idiotic. nic cant take it liao cos too funny den went to video us down.. still say want to upload onto class blog.. dun do it hoh, if not...!! hahas.. so funn!! =] nice way to distress.. thanks nic! after tt wj , cherine n me met to take SGC tgt.. veri long nv step into NV alr, miss it loads.. went ard to c if there are any changes made to the sch.. met mr chin, mrs edison, my ss tcher n ms chang, my chem tcher.. chat wif them for a while.. sad, the rest of the tchers hav gone off alr.. saw daphne there too, say nth to do at SR den come bac NV. hahas.. missing 4E2 ppl lots..

Tuesday

2008-05-27T21:58:00.002+08:00

i dunno y bt i always get irritated when i talk to u.. stop asking me how is my progress in my hmk n whether i hav read finish my test alr evertym i sign in.. it is veri annoying! i hav enough stress alr, dun nid u to add on to my stress. evertym i say i haven finish den ask me wah.. den wad hav u been doing? please, juz get off my back..
wk famous alr, saw him on tv, wei wo du zun.. camera was on him three tyms somemore.. when i told him tt, he veri shocked, took him such a long tym to calm down.. hahas.. on tv onli, wont die de.. he say veri embarassing go there c guys contest veri gay.. all bcos his fren asked him to accompany her there.. hahas..
if you dont mean it, dun say tt u are...... me. hahas.. cos i hav a weak heart.. dun give me uneccessary shocks please.. thanks..

1st day of supplementary lessons..

2008-05-26T23:29:00.003+08:00

Got to sch early today to study for phy even though sch starts at 8am. Fell asleep last night b4 i could even study for the phy test.. haix.. i know for sure i will fail this test. When the test started, i see people starting to write already and i am still there staring at the question blankly. Saw that flipped to the next page then i panicked, quickly write anything that i can think of. The answer seems weird but i didnt have the time to go and check it again then skip to the next question. Next question dunno how to do then skip, skip, skip n skip somemore. Almost skipping right up to the last question. =(

Sunday!!~

2008-05-25T20:10:00.012+08:00

it is getting crazy here! we r in the same hse juz the next rm n we are talking to each other using msn wad is this!!!!!! tis mode of communication is not good.. it is better to talking face to face wif each other. it is lyk there is a communcation barrier.. silence in the hse is horrible. dun ever think of talking to me thru msn anymore. want to talk come to me. argh!! so many things to do today.. dun tink i have the tym to complete all my work.. forgotten tt i hab extra chem and phy lessons tmr. tt means i hav to do chem n phy hmk.. ohhh nooooo! there is chinese oral exam tmr too! =( hate oral exams.. makes me super nervous.. hope tt tmr it will go well for me..

time is running out!!! i need to hurry to catch the last midnight bus. if i miss it, i will never ever catch up wif it.. n i will be left alone.. behind..
in need of colours to brighten my day..
hahas.. thanks kw.. u realli did entertain me.. wif all ur lameness n crap.. hahas.. =] here is wad he said: haha... i jus saw u in my toilet, saw an ant called jo. and also.. no wonder u craze for choco and hate phy.. cos u ant ma..lyk choco dun lyk phy cos the force from my finger will squash u!! hahas..

had a discussion on having class outing tis holidays.. bt it seems tt everyone's holidays r at diff time. when we hav holidays their holidays end. dun tink we will be having a class outing, since everyone is so busy n we cant settle a date to meet up.. =( i miss 4E2! all those memorable times we had together..

in bad times.. be optimistic, look at the bright side of life n for once u will find tt actually everthing is fine. den you will hav the motivation to move on and carry on.. 别气馁，什么是实情依然都会解决的，没有什么事情是解决不了的。只是这些都需要一点时间。每一天都是新的一天，是一个新的开始。GAMBETTE!! =]

Saturday.. physics lesson!!~

2008-05-24T18:45:00.000+08:00

brought my laptop to sch today to do some stuff n help nic wif her blog.. nic too.. to do pw wif elaine.. yx waited for us cos she say wanna go out tgt after tt.. but in the end we didnt cos we ended up talking on msn.. yx nth better to do lor, go n use my msn n pretend tt it is me n start telling kw tt he ugly.. and asking ppl weird weird stuffs.. argh!! den dun wanna me to tell them tt is her nt me.. she block me n held my hands.. nice lor.. hahas.. somemore still make kw pissed off.. hahas.. bt ltr got to tell them tt it is nt me. yeah! =] dun ltr come n 找我算账.. somemore talk to nic on msn when she is lyk just right beside us! hahas.. i tink we r the noisiest in the sac.. keep laughing n laughing.. until 4 plus den left sch.. hahas.. fun way to spend the afternoon..

peach ice blended is nice!!~ thanks elaine for introducing it to me.

Friday guitar again!!~

2008-05-23T23:58:00.002+08:00

love fridays a lot!! cos it signifies the end of a week of schling.. hahas.. nt tt i hate schling but its juz means tt i wil be able to get more rest. SLEEP!! =] after sch straight away went to do pw.. was super hungry. bt yj say do first den eat. nic, yx, elaine, lisha n rebecca waited.. to eat wif them. bt apparently we haven finish our pw so they went out to eat n bought food back for me! =D thanks alot!! made a mistake to buy blue coral ice blended.. it tasted horrible. dunno wad they added. nic told me it they put some blue liquid n white powder.. yikes! was suppose to taste nice. tt is one of my fav drink. the blue coral at other bubble tea shop is superb! they use blue powder nt blue liquid. nic, yx, lisha, rebecca n val tried the drink n all of them had the same expresion.. hahas.. all of them were like eewww!! wad kind of drink is tt?! hahas.. onli except jonathan hu tasted it n said nice. yucks! nt gonna buy tt frm there again. got free music to hear whilst eating. =) nic n yx keep singing n singing non-stop. hahas..
guitar was fun today! no sectionals so no one slack.. learned some chords plucking n learned to play Romance de Amor! super nice to hear. Mr Eng n Mr Choo demonstrated for us once, solo.. super nice! Mr Choo also played for us Can't Stop Falling in Love. veri nice! wish i could play lyk them.
after cca we had exco meeting to discuss abt the JC2s farewell party. waited for kelvin so long den we can start discussing.. kenneth n oswin keep popping in to see wad we have planned for them. no chance for them! hahas.. they all super funny.. to get rid of the both of them, jack had to pretend to wan to kiss them. hahas.. afraid, they went away. hahas.. in the end went hm at abt 8pm. so late n i have to continue to discuss wif them online and send kelvin the ideas we had for him to compile.. spend so much tym on tt.. till when i start to study for physics, i fell asleep..

Romance de Amor: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G2ZsaUIqGao
Can't Help Falling in Love: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6i29egxjTI&feature=related
13 jours en france: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XpWa1SunaNs&feature=related

The dreaded thursday..

2008-05-22T23:54:00.002+08:00

hate thursdays alot... thursdays is the longsest day.. sch ends at 4.30pm bt tcher always drags it till ard 5pm. after lesson there is gramnmar clinic frm 5pm-6pm..tcher ask me to go to c whether it helps me a nt den giv her feedback abt it cos my grammar is nt v good. n they usually dun let us out on tym. after grammar clinic i still have to rush to piano lesson which starts at 6.50pm. last week i was late 10 mins for my piano lesson. n 1 mins is by dollars!! dunno hw much money was wasted juz bcos i was late. T_T lucky today wasnt late for paino lesson cos i didnt noe tt there was grammar clinic n i didnt go. hehex.. thanks wj for helping me to take the ws! =] heng today no nid to wait for mi sis cos my mum ask her nt to go for piano lesson today as my mum n dad r going for some wedding dinner n bt the tym mi sis's paino lesson ends, it will be veri late. anyways my sis took and extra lesson so nvm.. can afford nt to go. so came home early today! =] while waiting fo rmy parents to come hm my sis slack lor.. watch tv n use laptop at the same tym. good lor.. exams over liao can relax. nw my turn to stress n study.. dunno hw to do econs.. dun understand. i tink mye my econs die liao lah... =( got the result slip today.. my results for the past few months are super bad.. so many U. nv had such bad result b4!! ='( i dont dare to let my mother c my results.. feel so 对不起她..

guitar today!!~

2008-05-21T21:18:00.003+08:00

today pe wanted to run 5 rounds so can record it in the complete 100km thingy. in the end onli completed 2 rounds, same as last wednesday... haixz.. waste my energy again.. Mr Yong dun let us run, wan us to play softball.. i scared of balls lah.. always lyk to find my head.. den i will c stars..*** n the ball is not soft at all, so hard, hit my leg.. so painful.. shld be called hardball instead of softball lor.. i tink i a lil allergic to the grass.. last week when i tried to catch the ball, i landed on my knee. after tt my knee super itchy, n tis is nt the 1st tym lor.. tt tym do push up on the grass after tt my legs super itchy.. =( n i wan to play basketball nt softball (even though it is fun. bt i cant bat the ball)!! v long nv play ler. basketball veri fun. use to play is my sec sch everytym during PE lessons =)
tt subj again.. manage to print the thing bt i didnt read it =X cos i dun hab the tym to n it is 6 pages long..
had guitar today!! =] veri fun! but everytym when the instructor teaches theory den i will always feel lyk falling asleep. cos it is the same as what i have learnt in piano.. so very bored.. bt whenever Mr Eng asks us to play songs, i will be super awake! hahas.. =)
learnt to play a small part of stand by me last week.. it is veri nice.. so i went to find the song on youtube.. hehex..
Stand By Me: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iGnrRgiw_Wk&feature=related

another day..

2008-05-20T19:22:00.000+08:00

have to chiong hmk today.. cos due to the laptop i didnt do much of my hmk during the longer than usual "weekend".. rushed hm from sch today to settle the router prob cos my mum asked me to. she said tt she didnt wan to delay it any longer.. so could nt study in sch wif nic.. anyways, the prob have been solved!! :) nw i can surf the net on my laptop! hahas.. finally.. nw i am using the laptop to blog.. bt sad thing is that it cant download msn live messenger.. dunno wads wrong wif it.. ytd couldnt couldnt connect to the internet was bcos the person taught me hw to fix wrongly.. no wonder i see why weird weird de.. haiz.. waste my tym.

u dont understand, u dont know, u wont know..

Vesak Day!~

2008-05-19T23:52:00.003+08:00

today, went to temple to pray.. when i walked there den i found out that my lil toe was bruised, take 1 step n *ouch* !! super pain, i patch of blueblack.. >.< cos was rushing ytd so walk nv c properly, kick onto the wall, nice 1.. -_- walk oso can lyk tt.. today wasted a lot of tym outside, finding the router.. when i came back hm to fix it,thinking tt i can finally use my laptop, it cant work.. argh!! so frustrating!! i haven touch my hmk yet!! i wonder hw am i going to finish all this.. everytym i do tt subj, i will have bad mood.. it juz makes me feel so stupid, such a loser.. i dunno y, bt it juz seems tt ideas juz dun come freely to me lyk others.. juz snap n the lightbulb turns on.. for me, no matter hw many tyms u snap the lightbulb juz wont turn on.. it seems tt they dun wanna come to me.. it is not tt i dun wan to, bt it is bcos i cant..u mean u understand? r u sure? bcos i dont tink so..

u dont understand, u dont know, u wont know..

bbbaaacckk~! :)

2008-05-18T20:46:00.000+08:00

hah~! finally done with this.. i guess i will b reviving my blog. but will hav to c if i hav the tym.. most likely no though.. hahas.. i made it to jc. was afraid i couldnt.. life in jc is tough.. n i need my sleep, badly! i guess i gonna be panda soon.. O.o
i miss pae's 1s04, the people there are v funny n lively.. jae's 1s04 is kinda quiet. bt it is v much better already. the class is starting to get lively! :) i wanna hav class outing. other classes had so many class outing already..
went to celebrate the postponed mother's day today. went to eat dim sum.. yum yum!~ ytd i bought a belated mother's day gift for my mum. i got her a lipstick n a lipstick case, i shared it wif my sis. hahas.. in the end my sis saw a lipstick that she lyk it alot. haiz.. woman.. hahas.. in the end my mum bought it for my sis n me to share.. bt i guess i wont b using it cos i hate lipstick. it makes my lips so dry n uncomfortable.. anyways.. today i m v happy! my mum bought a new laptop, n it is vaio! :) cant wait to use it.. bt still have to buy a router. gonna buy it tmr, den i will be able to use it. yeah! but den someone made me a lil upset.. nice of tt person.. bt it was okay, i tink i over reacted a bit n i sounded v harsh.. v sorrie about it, i didnt mean to. however it didnt affect my happy day overall.. cos too happy alr.. bt if nxt tym tt happens again i tink i gonna wack tt person alr.

u dont understand, u dont know, u wont know..

*[ Chen-i autograph session_]'

2006-07-09T13:55:00.000+08:00

today went to c chen-i at bugis junction!! he so cute n shuaii!! hahas... went dere at 5.30pm to wait fer him to come cos his autograph session starts at 6pm and end at 7pm..he came a little after 6pm den he sang 3 songs b4 he start his autograph session.. he sang an lian wo, deng dai n another song i can't rmb lerr paiseh... his songs r so nice!! bought his CD fer $19 n got 1 of his poster fer free.. den went to let him sign.. he shook mi hand!! yeah!! no nid to wash mi left hand lerrs.. hahas juz kididng... mi sis nvr got to shake his hand hahas.. erm.. sry..

tis is chen-i !~

chen-i at bugis!~

Ain't he cute n shuaii?!

chen-i asking us his fans to sing!~

chen-i talking to his fans !~

*[Genting ! _]'

2006-06-15T05:24:00.000+08:00

Day 1 11 June 06'

hmm...today oso happens to be my father's b'dae...gave him his present in da morning but too rushing so he can't unwrap it...nvr mind lahhs come bac oso can open derrs. wake up at 4am to get ready coz hav to gather at some place to board the coach (paiseh can't rmb wad is the place called)... so tired coz last night slept at 12++ only got a few hours of sleep lorr...but nvr mind lahhs coz on the bus I sleep almost the whole journey to recharge my energy mahhs. The 1st stop was at some eatery for breakfast... aww...I HATE IT!! so many water flies in da toilet...not onli tt lorr my mum ordered mi n my sis a cup of hot milo n guess wad we found?? a water fly in the cup!! Ewww...! I hav no appetite to eat lerr den go n buy bubblegums. after tt we got on the coach again n stop at another eatery for lunch... not much appetite to eat so ordered 1 plate of rice n share wif mi mum n sis... after tt we board the coach again.. no more stops lerr... all the way to the top!! actually I don't tink the road to genting so steep as wad ppl use to say.. when we got off the bus at genting...it was so windy...luv it ... i miss it too.. ='( wish i could stay there foreva!! did nth much today... juz went to check out the hotels dere...den at night went to da arcade to play till 12++... tmr den we will go to da theme park to hav fun !! yeah!! tt's all fer today..

Day 2 12 June 06'

woke up at 6++ so tt we can hav buffet breakfast at the 1st world restaurant...it is free for onli two person cos we stay at their hotel... i n mi sis hav to pay to eat there...da food is quite nice...i kinda lyk it...after tt we went to the theme park n played most of the games except roller coaster... cos i scared!! heex...i lyk the swing da best...up n up i am going...looks lyk i am flying...hahas. den we oso went to buy presents for mi frens...dunno wad to buy... choose for a long tym till mi father got so fed up... heez... i saw mi fren evelyn there too.. she told mi tt our pure lit teacher oso came to genting.. hmm.. she oso came on da same day as mi...coincidence n more coincidence.. hahas.. at night we went out of the hotel to get the cold air...wahh i luv it!! wish s'pore is lyk tt too..tt's all fer today..

Day 3 13 June 06'

same as yesterday... got up at 6++ to get breakfast den went bac to our rooms to pack our bags...gotta check out lerr... ='( den we still hav lots of tym so walk around lorr.. den i wanted to buy chocolates so went to a shop tt sells chocolate onli.. but i onli got to buy 1 small box cos scared ltr will melt when we get bac to s'pore... but to our surprise... it nvr melt..mmm...veri nice to eat shld buy more...after tt went to KFC to eat lunch... den went to da bus terminal to wait fer da coach b4 3.30pm... the stop fer dinner was the same as the one the 1st day where we stop fer our breakfast ...horrible...but no choice hav to eat... got bac home at around 1++ coz we still went to eat supper... hungry!! heex..but alot of tibits too cos stop so many tym for us to go toilet coz the journey veri long...tt's all fer the holiday at genting...

*[Bye Byyies !_]'

2006-06-11T12:33:00.000+08:00

gonna leave s'pore tmr for a holiday at genting highlands...ahh at last! tym to relax! hahas.. so long nvr go holiday lerrs...hopping for tmr to come faster! hmm.. 1st tym going to genting...actualy it was a last minute decision..so we are veri lucky to find an agency tt hav a coach and accomodation at 1st world hotel for 3 days amd two nights. last wk den find agency...so many don't hav coach or accomodation lorr...so tot we can't go lerr...den luckily we found 1...lucky right?? hahas...oh ya! I haven pack my lugguage yet! hmm..better go now...so cya!~

P.S. won't be blogging until I come bac frm genting den i will write abt wad happen dere...surprised tt 2 of mi frens r oso going dere.. but they left s'pore todae...but we r leaving on the same day...wad coincidence!

sec 3 n going!!

2005-11-12T15:16:00.000+08:00

yeah!! finally noe what subject i am going to take le...lucky it is the subject tt i wanted...some frens in same class others were separated... ='( sobx ...but neber mind if they r contented wif the subjects they pick n the class they r in. nxt yr sec 3 le so fast...i must work harder le!! todae go buy sch books...the books so heavy most of them were quite thick. haiz...still got holidae hmk muz do...haven start yet maybe will do it tmr...do finish fast the better.

exams r over!

2005-10-22T11:31:00.000+08:00

~`Exams are finally over and i soooo..happy! But the sad thing is that i have seen my results and they are very very poor! =( My wish to take triple science is now not gonna be fulfilled! I can't even predict if i can take up two pure sciences! My science mark is so damn low! Just higher than the entry score by a few marks only!! I don't wanna take combine science!! How i wish i could have studied early so that i can get a better mark!! Just waiting for the time to choose subjects. haizz.........~`

exams..exams!! =/

2005-09-22T06:19:00.000+08:00

so long nv blog liaoz..too busy bahz. end of yr exam coming liaoz muz study! left 1 week and a fews daes to study nia! i muz faster buck up liaoz!! going bac to study le buai!